{"id":15,"date":"2013-01-06T17:51:15","date_gmt":"2013-01-06T22:51:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/toulmin.org\/?p=15"},"modified":"2013-01-06T18:49:46","modified_gmt":"2013-01-06T23:49:46","slug":"eponymous-poem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/toulmin.org\/?p=15","title":{"rendered":"Eponymous poem&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>Well, so that is that.\u00a0 Now we must dismantle the tree,<br \/>\nPutting the decorations back into their cardboard boxes &#8212;<br \/>\nSome have got broken &#8212; and carrying them up to the attic.<br \/>\nThe holly and the mistletoe must be taken down and burnt,<br \/>\nAnd the children got ready for school.\u00a0 There are enough<br \/>\nLeft-overs to do, warmed-up, for the rest of the week &#8212;<br \/>\nNot that we have much appetite, having drunk such a lot,<br \/>\nStayed up so late, attempted &#8212; quite unsuccessfully &#8212;<br \/>\nTo love all of our relatives, and in general<br \/>\nGrossly overestimated our powers.\u00a0 Once again<br \/>\nAs in previous years we have seen the actual Vision and failed<br \/>\nTo do more than entertain it as an agreeable<br \/>\nPossibility, once again we have sent Him away,<br \/>\nBegging though to remain His disobedient servant,<br \/>\nThe promising child who cannot keep His word for long.<br \/>\nThe Christmas Feast is already a fading memory,<br \/>\nAnd already the mind begins to be vaguely aware<br \/>\nOf an unpleasant whiff of apprehension at the thought<br \/>\nOf Lent and Good Friday which cannot, after all, now<br \/>\nBe very far off.\u00a0 But, for the time being, here we all are,<br \/>\nBack in the moderate Aristotelian city<br \/>\nOf darning and the Eight-Fifteen, where\u00a0Euclid&#8217;s geometry<br \/>\nAnd\u00a0Newton&#8217;s mechanics would account for our experience,<br \/>\nAnd the kitchen table exists because I scrub it.<br \/>\nIt seems to have shrunk during the holidays.\u00a0 The streets<br \/>\nAre much narrower than we remembered; we had forgotten<br \/>\nThe office was as depressing as this.\u00a0 To those who have seen<br \/>\nThe Child, however dimly, however incredulously,<br \/>\nThe Time Being is, in a sense, the most trying time of all.<br \/>\nFor the innocent children who whispered so excitedly<br \/>\nOutside the locked door where they knew the presents to be<br \/>\nGrew up when it opened.\u00a0 Now, recollecting that moment<br \/>\nWe can repress the joy, but the guilt remains conscious;<br \/>\nRemembering the stable where for once in our lives<br \/>\nEverything became a You and nothing was an It.<br \/>\nAnd craving the sensation but ignoring the cause,<br \/>\nWe look round for something, no matter what, to inhibit<br \/>\nOur self-reflection, and the obvious thing for that purpose<br \/>\nWould be some great suffering.\u00a0 So, once we have met the Son,<br \/>\nWe are tempted ever after to pray to the Father;<br \/>\n&#8220;Lead us into temptation and evil for our sake.&#8221;<br \/>\nThey will come, all right, don&#8217;t worry; probably in a form<br \/>\nThat we do not expect, and certainly with a force<br \/>\nMore dreadful than we can imagine.\u00a0 In the meantime<br \/>\nThere are bills to be paid, machines to keep in repair,<br \/>\nIrregular verbs to learn, the Time Being to redeem<br \/>\nFrom insignificance.\u00a0 The happy morning is over,<br \/>\nThe night of agony still to come; the time is noon:<br \/>\nWhen the Spirit must practice his scales of rejoicing<br \/>\nWithout even a hostile audience, and the Soul endure<br \/>\nA silence that is neither for nor against her faith<br \/>\nThat God&#8217;s Will will be done, That, in spite of her prayers,<br \/>\nGod will cheat no one, not even the world of its triumph.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;W.H. Auden, Christmas Oratorio<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-style: normal;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well, so that is that.\u00a0 Now we must dismantle the tree, Putting the decorations back into their cardboard boxes &#8212; Some have got broken &#8212; and carrying them up to the attic. 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